Again and again!

It's strange how you
use the same trick
again and again
to break my heart
and
shred my soul
and
I let you do that
Again and again. .

I feel hurt
I feel shredded
I feel shattered
And
A lot more
But who would
Care to listen
To all of that
Again and again

You called me your
Constant, back then
And
I craved to call you
My constant
But, I couldn't
Because you just
Wouldn't, let me
Even after I did
Everything that I
Could
Should
And
Would
Again and again.

I'm an Iron man ?
Or a Superman ?
Who'd be there
Every time you
Wanted
Needed
Required
Desired
I'm glad if you think so
But,
The point is I'm not
Even if you
Think that way
Again and again.

I'm a human
Just the way
You are.
And
I'm little more
Than too tired
Of being what I'm not
Again and again.

I also crave for a smile
Once in a while
I also desire for a time
When you can at least
Listen to me
Even if you can't be
With me
But,
I know
I'll be doing this
All by myself
All over again
Because that's how
It happens
Again and again.