Sunday, 27 November 2016

Out of love - 69!

Love will not come to you,
It'll just surround you,
Like a warm sheet of sunlight
And, a comforting breeze of,
Fresh air!
My story isn't in the books you read, it lies in the eyes you see.
The feeling and essence of being almost is the most unsatisfactory thing ever.
It's strange how you and I are bored or maybe too busy to strike a conversation, but still aren't over missing each other.
Waiting for you is painful and tiring, but now I find acceptance in it.
They call her a whore, a slut. Yet again she wrote an award winning novel as annonymous, like always.
Choose hope over trust. Hope may let you down but a breach of trust is bound to shred you to bits.
Your memories are like an earthquake they flash for a few seconds and leave me devastated.
Don't dilute what needs to be dissolved.
So they spoke, this time not to break the ice but to shred their ego.

Tuesday, 22 November 2016

So you forgot!

So you forgot,
Ah! I should've known
You wouldn't remember it
For one only remembers
What means important to them.

Today, you forgot my wish
Tomorrow, you'll forget me
And, to rub all your sins off
You'll yet again say,
I forgot!

No, you didn't forget
It's just that you didn't
Care enough to keep things
In your head.

Some call it priorities
For others it's just love
But, for you
It's none
And so you forgot.

Today, you've forgotten
And there will be a tomorrow
When I erase, move on and forget you
Don't you dare blame me for that
And even if you do,
I'm sorry, I just forgot you!

Monday, 21 November 2016

I'm a shoulder!

I'm a shoulder
A shoulder made of
The softest cotton, possible
Yet, the firmest one
Ever available.

I exist to ease you,
To absorb your
Wept and unwept tears,
To stand with you
Right next to you
Not even a millimetre away
Just there to be with you,
In your sorrows and pain.

You may forget me
When you are happy and gay
I wouldn't mind that
In any way.

But, just look at me
When in need
And you'll find me
Right there.

I may not be strong enough,
I agree
But, rest assured
I'm firm enough to help
You ease and be.

I do not promise to
Solve your problems and trouble
But I assure you
I will stand with you
Next to you in all your
Traumas and troubles.

I'm yours
Use me as you please
But, just don't confuse
My 'use me' is a shoulder
And not a dustbin
Just know the difference
Else, is as you please.

Sunday, 13 November 2016

कुछ अलफ़ाज़, बस यूँ ही -13!

प्यार नहीं आदत है। धीरज रखीये, वक्त के साथ बदल ही जाएगी।
बेहद से खतरनाक और कुछ नहीं होता।
वो जो कल तक मेरी आँखें पढ़ लिया करते थे, आज मेरे बोलने पर भी मुझे समझ नहीं पा रहे हैं।
तुम्हारी याद भी रोज़ शायद इसीलिए आती है, क्यूंकि तुम्हारे ना के बराबर जो लौट आने की उम्मीद है वो अभी भी मेरे पास और साथ है।
ठैराव को उनका होता है जो रुक जाते हैं, मुसाफ़िरों के नीसब में तो ना जाने कितने आंधी तूफ़ान आते हैं।
हम सब ज़िदगी में या तो कोई किरदार निभा रहे हैं या निभाना चाह रहे हैं। वो क्या है ना, अपने आप से खुश रहना इंसान की फ़ित्रत में है ही नहीं।
तब आँखों में नींद होती थी,
आजकल तो वहाँ बस दर्द से ही
मुलाकात होती है।
जिन आँखों से मुझे इश्क था उन आँखों ने तो मुझे कभी देखा ही नहीं है।
अपने अंदर की आग ट्टोलने से जिस्म नहीं ज़मीर राख होता है।
वो भी एक दौर था, जब वक्त ही कुछ और था।

Friday, 11 November 2016

Out of love - 68!

When the flow of force is more fierce than you, then you either drown or are thrown on to a shore unknown!
Give time the time it deserves, to make things stale and old. Your pain will transform into numbness, soon.
"Sometimes" plays a crucial in making and breaking, simultaneously!
Infinityis the evidence of the inability of expression.
If you believe attachment is fatal, wait till you begin with the procedure of detachment.
I see you everyday in those stars, even when the clouds try to hide them!
While you were busy moving on, I was waiting, over thinking and over reacting about how our perfection ended. Maybe, I just over loved you!
It ended, because we started demanding logic from it. How could our love and promises ever have logic? It was just supposed to be selfless and real.
Between two people, one loves and the other lives the love. Both equally, risky and blissful!
Do you have the courage to bear what you're seeking?

Tuesday, 1 November 2016


She's love
She's rage
She's aggression
She's passion
She's life
She's an eternal vibe.

She's what you
Want to be
But she's not you
She's a part of infinity
The part that infinity
Feels proud of
She's power.

She's shakti
She's a part of
Everything you and i see.

She shines
She falls
She rises
She has flaws.

She's raw
She's blunt
She's fierce
And fearless
Always in the front.

She is the darkness
Which the light desires
She's the fire
That burns death
To life.

She's magic.
She's sparkle
She's imagination
She's within
She's around
She's sane and sound.

She is what she's!